I D I O T

Its been almost a month since my last post. Why? Because I am officially an idiot. I forgot the username I established for this blog. That's not the part that makes me an idiot though. Its the time I spent trying to find out what the hell my username is and the ease of which it finally materialized. I feel like an idiot.

That being said, I have spent most of my life trying not to appear stupid or idiotic. I think it is one of my "Things", being thought of as smart or intelligent. It started early enough. When I was a kid I lived next door to a school teacher. She was practicing her testing procedure for potentially gifted children so my siblings and I were her guinea pigs. As luck would have it, the IQ portion of my testing was elevated. I have been trying to live up to it ever since.

That is why I revel in the ability to admit here that I don't know everything. It is liberating, albeit brief, still liberating.

I will be back soon now that I know my username and password.

Go slowly and take care.